Gonna Be A Rough Day...

Frustrating start to the morning.  A few days ago, I was 256.2, and this morning I was 257.2!  I know it's probably normal fluctuation but still pisses me off.  My weigh in is on Wednesday, so hopefully I can get back down, and maybe beyond! We did have Philly cheesesteaks for dinner last night but I carefully budgeted and went easy on the carbs.  Part of me wonders if I'm getting too many calories. I'm eating around 1400 per day right now.  Maybe I need to drop it down to 1200.  I guess I'll see.  I hate to drop it right now because I'd rather still have that option for when the weight loss tapers off later on.  I keep telling myself that I need to be patient and dedicated.

Today is also rough because it's Lily's first day at daycare.  I did ok dropping her off but started to tear up on the way home.  I was thinking about how empty the house was going to feel without her there.  I'm ok again now.  They sent pictures of her already, and she's smiling big in one of them.  It's going to take some getting used to!