Couch to 5K

I started the C25K program tonight.  It was a little boring and repetitive, but it wasn't as exhausting or difficult as I thought it would be.  I'm going to try to do it Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays.  I'm trying not to get too concerned about potential gains in the scale....but it's hard not to.  Even right now I'm thinking about weighing myself, and how I'm going to react if the number is higher than it usually is this time of day, etc.

I had a long talk with Louie at lunch today (KFC/Taco Bell, but I made decent choices, I think).  I told him all about my goals and what I wanted to do, my philosophy about wanting to do this my way and ease into things, my fear of the number on the scale, etc.  I think he gets it and will be supportive and encouraging.  I still worry that he's going to tell me I'm doing things wrong or that this is how I should do it instead...but I told him that I need to do this my way for now and start slow.

On an unrelated note, I am feeling much more positive about Lily!  We've been using gripe water at night and it's made a huge difference with her gas and fussiness!  She's a very happy baby most of the time now, and she's sleeping pretty well.  And I'm starting to feel that strong love for her.  She's in daycare now and I miss her during the day.  Having less stress around her has been a huge help!