This morning I was 232.2. But when I just weighed myself now, I was up a bit, so I'm sure I won't see that number on the scale for weigh-in day tomorrow. I'm just hoping I won't be higher than 233, which was last week's number! I'm disappointed with myself for letting my emotions take over and not eating the best today. But it is what it is, and I'll move forward tomorrow.
It's been a really hard week. We went to Corning this weekend only to get a flat tire. They couldn't plug it, so they suggested either 2 new or 4 new tires. Since our tires were crap anyway, we got the 4. We'd planned to get new tired bit not right now. We're still trying to recover financially! So that threw a wrench in the works. Then yesterday I found out that one of the babies in Lily's room at daycare was diagnosed with cancer. She's 5 months old. Just hit really close to home, and I've been an emotional wreck since last night. Then today we get a notice from our insurance that they denies the original claim from Coram for Lily's formula! So I have no idea what that means now...are we going to get a bill for the 2 shipments we've received so far? Can we still order more?! Why the fuck was it denied in the first place?!? I'm waiting for a call back from the care coordinator nurse who worked on it originally.
Plus my car needs to be fixed...no idea what's wrong with it or how much that will cost!
I am just so tired, and emotional! But, I need to reign it in, and get myself back into laser focus!
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